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hmmmm looks like Ann is in the lead mandie better watch out!!!!!
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[23 Dec 2004|01:00pm] |
now this one is funny baby i thought u would like it...(waitin for a phone call of gettin bitched out) lol
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[16 Nov 2004|02:15pm] |
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Ok I'm only writting this one to let the person who means the most to me how i feel about her situation. You 've waited for this oppurtunity for a long time. Now your just going to sell out.Your selling out for the ez way so u dont have to go through drama even though theres going to be more if u let this get away. You may not have been tell me straight up that u wanted this but in between the lines you've always wanted this to come up and now ur backing down like a scared possium in car head lights. This is your choice and i dont wanna pressure you but if you sell out i will have lost all respect for you because your just setting yourself up for the abuse. You may be mad after you read this well I DONT GIVE A FUCK!!! She deserves what happens to her because she treats every1 below her like shit. Matthew could have died that night and you could have died the night she choked u til u passed out. You make the choice you said u wanted whats best for your lil bros but now shes treatin them almost like she treated you whats best for them????
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[03 Oct 2004|11:56pm] |
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This weekend was pretty fun. Nothhing special except i went to Western yesterday and partied til like 6 in the morning.It was a whole lot of fun 4 kegs and at least 60 beers between me and my friends that were there like 5 of us. It was a three and a half hour drive it was worth it though it was fun. Me and neal like ran 4 blocks to get a submarine sandwhich at likw 2:52 and the store closed at 3 we got there a mionute late and the only let us by chip those assholes. Neways even though i was all drunk and shit all i could think about was Mandie i missed her alot i wish she was there so i could have held her and feel asleep with her . It's so much easier to go to sleep when im in her presence it calms and relaxes me to no extent. Today when i got back i played football and relized how out of shape i was. I puked because i ate be4 i played it was nasty but i was fine after the dinnner came up and kept on playing. Thats about all I miss you and Love you Mandie
Stitch
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Hi this is mandie
uh-huh thats rite i'm breaking into Sava's lj
Well whats their to say I love him... and hes mine... he gives me FUCKIN AMAZING SEX!!!! (and you don't: )
hmmm well i'm gonna show you all some things that describe my feeling for SAVA
SO READ IT ALL AND THIS IS FOR YOU TOO MYA <<3 YA
| The Postal Service Lyrics - Brand New Colony |
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I'll be the grapes fermented,
Bottled and served with the table set in my finest suit
Like a perfect gentlemen
I'll be the fire escape that's bolted to the ancient brick
Where you will sit and contemplate your day
I'll be the waterwings that save you if you start drowning
In an open tab when your judgement's on the brink
I'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite
Albums back as your lying there drifting off to sleep...
I'll be the platform shoes and undo what heredity's done to you...
You won't have to strain to look into my eyes
I'll be your winter coat buttoned and zippedstraight to the throat
With the collar up so you won't catch a cold
I want to take you far from the cynics int his town
And kiss you on the mouth
We'll cut out bodies free from the tethers of this scene,
Start a brand new colony
Where everything will change,
We'll give ourselves new names (identities erased)
The sun will hear the grounds
Under our bare feet in this brand new colony
Everything will change, oOo oOo...
OO wait theres more...
| The Postal Service Lyrics - Nothing Better |
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Will someone please call a surgeon
Who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
That your're deserting for better company?
I can't accept that it's over...
I will block the door like a goalie tending the net
In the third quarter of a tied-game rivalry
So just say how to make it right
And i swear i'll do my best to comply
Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
I feel must interject here you're getting carried away feeling sorry for yourself
With these revisions and gaps in history
So let me help you remember.
I've made charts and graphs that should finally make it clear.
I've prepared a lecture on why i have to leave
So please back away and let me go
I can't my darling i love you so...
Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
Don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future
Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures
I admit that i have made mistakes and i swear
I'll never wrong you again
You've got a lure i can't deny,
But you've had your chance so say goodbye
Say goodbye
This is a total mandie and sava conversation without the good-bye so i thought that i would share my feelings for him in his lj to the world *lol*
Love you all
<<<33 you stitch
ummm how does he exit every entry
oOo yea thats rite... |
Love, Stitch
UnKnOwN M.A.F.I.A
HiGhRyDaZ
 HUH? R YA SAVA?
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 I AM SHORT AND SWEET AND SEXY AND GOOD IN BED (WITH MY ONE AND ONLY!!!! : 0 )
KK
BYE NOW
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[23 Sep 2004|12:21pm] |
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My day yesterday was alright. Went to the trail til four came back took a shower got picked up around six and the went to the power puff game. i thought i would never go back to that piece of shit skewl but i did. I saw Mandie thats the only reason why.I had alot of fun juss spending time with her and then dumping amost half a water bottle on her. I feel bad though she was late because of me! Now she's grounded and i dont know when im goin to c her or talk to her i dont know if she can use the phone or the computer.I'll just have to wait and c well nothin else to reprt except im soar i can barely pick upmy arms and my neck and back is all tight about it well im going to go now. Sorry about last night babe I Love You and miss you
Love, Stitch
UnKnOwN M.A.F.I.A
HiGhRyDaZ
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your name is.... Sava
your eyes are two drowning pools
your hair is soft and golden
your smile makes everyones day
your body is envied by many
your hugs are loved by all who get them
your kiss is dreamy
your love is forever
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[21 Sep 2004|02:29pm] |
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Nothing really to report except I miss my baby. I saw Seth last night, her brother, he straight up was like dont have a problem with you so whatever dude. My eyes lit up when I saw him i thought it was about to go down fo sho but i guess not lol!Neways ill talk you people later. Becca i dont mind you ur juss a lil wierd sometime!I Love You Mandie
Sava aKa Stitch/ Lil Tig
UnKnOwN M.A.F.I.A
HiGhRyDaZ
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[19 Sep 2004|12:16am] |
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Well my day was ok really didnt do nething. I went to the trails for awhile tried jumping the table top only got 3/4 of the way over it still and little scared and iffy about it. The doctor told me i couldnt ride for 2 weeks after i got my stitches out and its only been a day so i took it a lil ez. I juss wrote in her now to show mandie y i am how i am. Taurus Karma Profile
Those born under a warm Taurus Sun are the most sensual lovers of the Zodiac; they delight in rich foods, cuddling and lovemaking, luxurious fabrics anything that creates a delightful, tactile sensation. They also make wonderfully dedicated and romantic partners in love. However, along with all that sensualism tends to come a healthy dose of laziness and self-indulgence. Taurus sees no reason to deny itself anything it wants and this tendency can sometimes deepen into greed. Beneath Taurus's love of luxurious surroundings lies the mistaken belief that self-worth can be measured in terms of possessions, or lack thereof.Taurus is one of the most jealous, possessive Signs of the Zodiac. That old saying, "If you love someone, set them free," should be made into a tee-shirt just for Taureans to wear! Being quite stubborn as well (a quality of being a Fixed Sign), Taurus can really hold a grudge.
I Love you babe and i can't wait to see you finally i wish you would have called me back tongiht though i would have liked to her your sexy and soothing voice be4 i went to bed welli Love You more then nethin call me when you get up or if you cant sleep again Love You
Sava aKa StitcH/ Lil Tig
UnKnOwN M.A.F.I.A
HiGhRyDaZ
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[18 Sep 2004|11:03am] |
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Neways my night turned out alright. I kinda got kidnapped into going to the movies cause i was with kyle but it's kewl. Me,Kyle,Nikki,Enid, and Andrea went and saw collateral. It was a pretty good movie lots of killing and lots of blood. After that we went to wendy's and evry1 else ate but me imma broke ass. It felt aqward at the movies though even though it was kewl. It was the first time i went to the movies without Mandie in a year it was real wierd and uncomfortable to me i felt like i was missing something. I was missing somethin the love of my life was at home crying because of pain and fear. I'm sorrie i couldnt be there for you and i Just want you to know i dont know what i'd do with out you. I missed you so much during the movie i felt so lonely! I wish i could see you this weekend but it looks like im not going to be able to. it sux alot that goin to be like almost 2 weeks that mean be4 i really get to c you not for just one minute when u dropp off a notebook. I couldn't think of any words that describe want u mean to me the only thing i could think of is what it would mean if i lost you and the only word that comes to mind is Armegedon!!!!!! i think im juss goin to have to kidnap u and go to mexico or something this way we can be together and roam like the buffalo. lol im dumb! Call me i miss you alot. Love You Mandie and miss you alot!
Love Sava aKa Lil Tig/ StitcH
UnKnOwN M.A.F.I.A
HiGhRyDaZ
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[17 Sep 2004|10:20am] |
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Neways ya I just woke up. My appointment for the doctors to get my stitches out is moved to 2 now not 12 nemore and ya my grandma woke me up early for no reason at all. I dunno I'm on my was to recovery here haven't seen Mandie in probally a week.It's reallly not even like there is a us nemore. She goes out and does her own thing and when she's bored or doesn't have nething to do she calls me and says she misses me but never tries to c me. I know and every1 of her friends know if she wanted to see me as bad as she says she does she would have seen me already because she always manipulates her way to get what she wants. I just dont think she like wants to be together as much as i do. I mean she said she was goin to call me for in a little and i didnt get a call fo like 3 hours when she was done hanging out with Ryan so basically she couldnt call me because she was to bizzy and i wasnt important enufff to call for 2 seconds and say sava im hanging out with ryan right now ill call you later but i guess i dont deserve it. I'm Making this public so there is no mistakes in something I've written and/or said if things don't change fast , I'm gone i'm tired of it all this is how i feel so ya . well i don't know how i feel anymore it;s more numb then nethin else no overwhelming feelings for her nemore just preperation for what was bound to happen all along! peace every1
Sava aKa Lil Tig/ StitcH
UnKnOwN M.A.F.I.A
HiGhRyDaZ
"In The End"
(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried
so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
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So ya I've been up since 8:30 when my grandma came into the room and started yelling at brandon that it was time to go to school because she can't wake him up on time. Didn't really do much came downstairs and played a couple of games of cs the went up stairs to shave. Matched socks for my grandma i got lost in the pile there were 2 laundry baskets filled with the fucker and there were over flowing.I woke upat like 4:30 in the morning and my knee was itching like crazy i mean i must have spent a good half an hour scratchin with out stopping and it starts to hurt after like the first five minutes. Not to much sleep again like usual. Well Mandies brother isnt with her at tearsa's nemore but it still doesnt mean i can c her just talk still. Lol i thought it would be ezier with him gone but the only thing that changed is i can call. I can't go over there because Vern and Mandie can't c me cause brandon's dirtay ass. It 's been like 4 or 5 days since i've seen her and i miss her companionship. I Love staring into her eyes that has brown shooting into a hazelish color her eyes are sexy i can get lost in them for awhile to. Ya i know corny but ehh thats me sorny and predictable. I think I'm going to go out with friends today first time in a while. i can walk up and downstairs now with bending my knee its still not 100% but its good enuff where i can be active so I'm not going insane thinking about the love of my life.Wpw i actually have alot to say most of its boring and nothing i'd wanna read so you shouldn't read this, I should have started of the journal with that. I miss my baby and i Love her can't wait to c her again im sure ill get goosebumps and the tingle feeling next time i c her and she's in my arms. Well thats all for now folks I miss you babe and Love you with every last ounce of goodness i have left peace!
Sava aKa Lil Tig
UnKnOwN M.A.F.I.A
HiGhRyDaZ
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SO ya last night i couldn't fall asleep. I was too bizzy thinking of things that happened and ways i could have changed them. It's always good to go back once or twice so you know where you made your mistakes so you dont make them again. After i got fed up with all the sadness i just went back downstairs to watch some tv. Well i laid on the ouch grabbed a pillow and stitch(mandie's one year gift to me) and I completely passed out like five minutes later. I also want to aplogize to mandie publicallly because lately i've been taking my frustartions out on her because i haven't been seeing her as much as i want to because of our mistakes with other things. brandon being dirty didn't help either but o well I'll try to live. I miss her alot during the day especially cause i can't go out because of my knee. I spend countlesss hours just hoping she'd pop out of nowhere and suprise me with her beautiful presence. It's real boring during the day there's nothing but garbage on tv and thats all i can do.I miss you babe and i gotta learn how to redirect my anger towards you because all of this isnt your fault were in this together for the long run, even though i dont approve of how you handle things you do what you think is best i mean you have to deal with the crazyness i just gotta deal with jail time and being labeled for the rest of my life as something im not. I dont say this to be mean and throw it in your face babe but you gotta realize how much I put on the line for both our happiness it's very stressful. well my grandma's hype ass wants to get back on because she cant be off the computer for more than an hour.(OMG) I Love YOU MANDIE and i miss you profoundly(i dont think that makes sense but o well i understand what i meant and if you dont just ask me). Love, Sava
UnKnOwN M.A.F.I.A
HiGhRyDaZ
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Last night was horrible. Very bad dreams. I had dreams that mandie is fucking frank and usually i wouldnt worry that much but i woke up once and then the same thing happened again. so babe when you get home i need you to call me because uh i kinda wanna her Sava i havent had sex with ne1 but you and i want you to swear on caitlins life.nI know this is gay and wierd but it seemed so real. I can't lose you ,I'll go crazy and I'm kinda scared if the way i know i would react. Your my support babe if your gone i have nothing. I seriously would probally kill whoever it was. The fact of the matter is im obsesively in love with you and it's kinda scary i get jealous ezily and i know it's bad but my heads all fucked up. I can't lose you but if i do i guess i'll juss be another one of those loney guys in padded cell. Im scared to lose you i don't know what id do without you. I juss need to hear the words i know you wouldnt do it but my dreams fucked with my head just a little too much well I Love You babe and i hope to hear your soothing voice say those words soon!!! I Love MAndie :p
Sava aKa Lil Tig / StitcH
UnKnOwN M.A.F.I.A
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Ya I'm bored and kinda in the mood for some personal things but ehh not goin to happen for like a week. I woke up today and took a shower then chilled upstairs cause my knee. Its almost better im not putting a wrap on it today tili go to bed soif u wanna c it stop by sean and brandon's cause ill be here tonight! I miss my baby she probally out having fun while im stuckin the house all crippled and shit.Sorry for your losses this weekend babe all i can say is life goes on! If you wanna talk you know i'm always here. Well nothin else to reallly talk about but mark wants me to go to the city this weekend but i dunno. Mandie i don't want you to go to the club im juss insecure about the whole idea im sorrie! Although it really bothers me if you go, go and have fubn just dont make me regret my decision on letting you go, i really don't wanna be a bf that controls you but some situations i dont feel comfortable with what has happened lately. I Love You and Miss you babe
Sava aKa Lil Tig / StitcH
UnKnOwN M.A.F.I.A
HiGh RyDaZ
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Football season started wahoo!!!!!!!! I watched football all day it was great! Ya me and Mandie are kinda having problems i guess nothin really big at least i don't think so. Im'm not goin to be able to see her for like a total of a week and a half , that a long time considering that we once together 24/7. This might be the fading point in our relationship ii'mjuss tired of trying. I'm limited to what i can do right noe because of my leg and i don't think i'm getting the cooperation need ed to make it but o well. Mandie is gay sometimes and she pisses me off but i guess thars what love is. IM NOT EMOTIONLESS IM JUST TIRED OF TRYING!!! From now on if you wanna see me you make all the effort because im done trying! I Love You
Sava aKa Lil Tig/ StitcH
UnKnOwN M.A.F.I.A
HiGhRyDaZ
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I feel bad in a way for Mandie right now. She's gotta go home soon, a family member died ,and her brother keeps on gettin her introuble for stuff she didnt do. Im mad at her right noe but it's hard i dunno. i dont think we'll be togethere much longer cause once she goes home we'll never c each other or talk i guess we weren't meant to be but im not goin to just give up i'll fight til theres nothing left!I Love her i just dont understand things she does sometime and ye i lose my temper because most of them r dumb little mistakes but ehh im far from perfect to. I just wish there was an e z way for us this once maybe we would catch a break instead of a crater in the way of our relationship but nah we dont deserve it. Neways my day was ok went to a family gathering got drunk there then came back went to the mall and got some new shoes then went to Ann's and chilled there because i got stoodup/ditched by peopple. Love to every1!
Sava aKa Lil Tig/StitcH
UnKnOwN M.A.F.I.A
HiGh RyDaZ
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[10 Sep 2004|02:13pm] |
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It's friday wahoo! Things just dont feel the same anymore with Mandie we were sopsoe to hang out tonight aand rent movies because of my knee but now she might be going to the football game, I just don't think im gettin the same feelings im showing towards her back. I Love her still it's just different theres too many things to overcome and guys just keep taking there shots at her. I don't know what to do im confused i think she's juss better off single. She may not think it but thats what seems best for her right now so im juss lost. I hate sharing her but o well it's not my time with her nemore. My knee is doing fine just sitting here doing nothin cause i really cant be on it but ya thats about it for today.
Sava aka Lil tig / Stitch
UnKnOwN M.A.F.I.A
HiGhRyDaz
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